...is just so d e r i s s

ooooowwwhh yeah..!!!

my new zeroX specs.

and I'm loving it.

Thanks jie.

An instant message received from Jean.

Jean : Oi get up. Let us go hang out somewhere.

Jean : Stop cuddling in ur bed.

justDeriss: no mood laaa. go away.

Jean : Is gonna be worse if you gonna be like that.

justDeriss: who cares? like I care.

Jean : I do care.

justDeriss: cmon just leave me alone.

justDeriss: is not gonna help by bringin me to breathe some fresh air.

Jean : Stop being so down.

justDeriss: u just dun und. leave me alone.

justDeriss: u go have fun w other guys.

justDeriss: i'll be alrite in a few days time.

Jean : a few days time??

Jean : okay that makes me more worried bout you.

Jean : Girl I'm coming to ur hse straight away.

Jean logged off.

10mins later...

*knockknock*

me--> WTH?? U DOING HERE??

jean--> to check if u're alrite.

me--> gosh im okay dude.

jean--> just to make sure.

me-->okay now what?

jean-->lets do something fun

me-->ishhh.okay what?

jean-->how bout a movie?

me-->NO

jean-->graphics?

me-->NO

jean-->shopping?

me-->NO

jean--> what makes u so down then?

me-->NOTHING.

jean-->there is something behind nothing.

me--> *tears began to rolled down*

me--> i LOST hope.

jean-->ok.*wipe her tears* what hope is that?

she died in silence.