Say goodbye to Accounts 948/1, General Paper 900/2 and Mathematics 950/1.

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5 more to go
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less than 2 weeks
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to FREEDOM
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Welcome back.

i really look like a piece of crap.

Pain.

Insomnia? You could say that huh. No I'm not feeling good this very hour. Is totally devastating having to crawl from bed sitting at the corner, stone myself because all I could do is holding back the pain. It kills me!

Tears sync within my eyes as it is a sign from drowsiness. I miss my drug. I wanna have sweet dreams and beautiful nightmares. How it diminish my very ability to smile. Mum is sick and I am too.

It feels worse than crap.
sigh...

P/S : Happy Birthday Deswyn!

I don't want much, I just want everything.

Awesomely New

The morning dew makes me wanna rise up every morning to get started. The new place is awesome-I love it.! Eventhough, there's no access to the internet, no air-conditional, just plain room with abundance of books, I love the way it is. I still remember the thing that we practiced during thePlan 09' is to 'live a simple life' for a day. We only had daal and rice, no shoes, no mobile phone and etc- I live by it! How plain the place is, I feel comfortable in every way. =)

*phone vibrates*
Thinking who will message me when usually my phone is very quiet. An unknown number. Hmmm.. got a little surprise is a friend of mine which we never talk before. Therefore, is a good chance now to get to know each other better since we've been in the same school for about two years and is about to end soon.

I made a new friend.
Leaving a little motivational value every night make a difference.
*smiles*


We hate changes but we gotta live by it.
It made me be a better.
How about you?

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Mum : Are you okay? 5am?
Me : Yes.! I'm gonna go run at 5am before heading to class.
Mum : Okay *looked at me with assurance*
Me : I will do it in the dark.

First night motto :

“If my mind can conceive it, and my heart can believe it, I know I can achieve it.”

Second night motto :

''Thousands of people have talent, it's perseverance that makes you exceptional.''

3am every night is not fun.
I don't like this hurdle.
But it made me strong.
*brain dead*

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