I finally decided to write this because I felt I've grown up and all the pain I left in you guys was an immature act. As I looked back, I thought was fun and I wanna enjoy what the world has for me. I went beyond till I could not differentiate whether it was a serious matter or it was just another plain fun. I treasure every moment that we enjoyed together, it still remained in me. The journey carries me through as I grow older and wiser each day, taking up responsibilities, I guess you can't blame me for doing all these cause I believe each and everyone goes through this in life too.
I come now to a point of repentance, cautiously taking each act because I'm scare to leave another scar that can't be removed. To me now, there's more to life than just plain having fun and living in the world of darkness. I really appreciate some of the genuine heart of yours, waiting patiently knowing that even though it is really impossible. I'm really happy that I could leave footprints in your lives. To those I played along in the game, it wasn't my intention to finished it to your disappointment but I knew it benefits us all.
Now I come to an end, apologizing to all. I'm not the same anymore. Please forgive me if I ever cause you to bleed unintentionally. I've learn, live and grow.
I sinned but was saved and forgiven.
.justDeriss.
.justDeriss.
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