...is just so d e r i s s

I thought you were my pillar,

For me to store my hopes and dreams,

But it just vanish in just one blink.

All I do is to shine for you,

These things you never knew,

You never knew,

Sometimes yes i admit my mistake,

Reluctantly some things is just so vague.

And all you blame for the same reason.

I wonder have you ever ponder?

My pain and pressure,

I never share this to you,

Cause your words never heal.

For whatever reason,

You still hold an utmost importance place in my heart,

Cause I know you love me right from the very start.